x.x today...
well.. the last couple of days have been shit.. I'm in a rustle with jessica.. and Brandon asked me out today.. ._. what the hell! you don't spring that kind of thing on people! * sigh * the age really does bug me.. me and him did talk about it.. I told I'd think about it.. but most likely.. I'll say no.. I even talked to Dez about it.. and she
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"me and him have already TALKED ABOUT IT!" O_o; never said you hadn't, what's the caps lock for?
"If I do listen to you.. I always get in a fucking fight and get all pissed.. and when I don't.. I realize I"m wrong.. and its WAY TO FUCKING LATE!" If that's so, then how are you supposed to do anything? I'm not even sure as to which instances you speak of..
"when she's looking at me.. I don't even know how to ACT around her!" Like yourself dear, if you don't even know her, or think of her like a friend, why do you need to act special around her?
"I feel like I always do somethign wrong!" But are you doing something wrong? Again, her opinion shouldn't matter if she means nothing to you like you say, 'specially if you aren't doing anything wrong.
"I KNOW I NEED MORE TIME TO HEAL GOD DAMMIT!" You say that, directly after stating you're surprised it's taken five months already, after stating you feel like you should be over it. I was only suggesting something that it appeared had not occured to you, being it's quite likely it'll take a lot longer. No reason to get angry about it.
"I'm trying to ignore him okay!" I wasn't telling you that you had to. You seem to be assuming that I'm saying things that I'm not. I didn't reprimand you in anyway. I didn't say you were handling things wrongly, I didn't even suggest it. I don't know how you're interpreting what you are.
"I don't care if people disapprove.. I'll do whatever I please.." But didn't you just say that people didn't approve? That you weren't even sure if you yourself approved? You just made it seem like people approving was important to you. Also seems like you were spitting venom at me, although that wouldn't work seeing as I said I didn't disapprove.
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