>< murf!

Jul 30, 2005 16:17

well... I've had my heart broken.. x.x and I've known the idiot for 7 FUCKING YEARS! * sigh * he said he loved me... he said he could see us married.. but now.. x.x he drops me like a sack of potatoes.. T.T and goes out with some bitch! I hate her with a passion.. I even told her that I loved him.. T.T of course.. this always happens to me.. well.. before that happened... I had a pretty okay time... o.o I had a cheesecake with dez.. and I went over to a youth group thingy.. talked to her b/f and stuffies.. x.x dez cried because I had a bad time.. but I made her feel better about herself.. x.x it wasn't her fault that I wasn't having fun... well.. I had an okay 4th.. x.x went to prinville... x.x was hot during the day.. but got really freak'n cold at night.. saw fire works.. then when I came back home.. went over to jessica's and played soul calibur 2 with her.. ^^ and had lots of fun! spent the night.. talked about her b/f and what I've done with the bastard that hurt me so! talked ot liz, talked to the bastard cade.. and now..
>< BAD NEWS!
o.o'' I"m going to get the comptuer taken away! * cries * I just wanted to update so everyone would know... and stuff.. the reason why.. x.x I ain't saying......... you crazy! well.. it might be a year.. maybe less.. dont' know for sure... ^^ but I hope I can update and stuff.. just gotta gain my mum's trust back.. x.x she said it would take longer then a month.. so I'm thinking a year.. its been taking about.. 2 years for my dad to gain my mum's back.. but he cheated on her... x.x that's way worse then what I did... now I know for sure my parents know I'm bi.. my mum dosen't mind.. but my pops does! >< bastard.. oh well... o.o my mum knows how far I've gone with a guy.. and stuff.. well.. that's all I got to say.. for now.. ^^ hope to see you guys pretty soon!

Love,
rei_the_chan
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