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I wanted to write... the most important and life changing thing anyone had ever read in their entire LIFE. I wanted a break down of the human barrier, the soul, and all of existance.
Over 20,000 papers later I have failed, miserably.
I wanted to analyze human behavior down to something more than just a base science like psychology. Down to the very essence of the creation of the neccessity of such things. I'm left with a merely confusing brief understanding of that. And the information is all totally useless.
What's more is I simply can't break the habit of constantly thinking of the cause and effect of all things. My mind boggles over the seemingly trivial guide lines of morality and belief and outcome of whatever decisions lie therein.
Human beings are so damn complicated and the rules constantly change, making things further frustrating. It almost makes me greatful for the hum of electronics that run only on logic and reason. If there is a malfunction it can be detected and repaired or replaced. Humans... you may never be able to detect a malfunction, or identify it, let alone repair the malfunction, and there's no way you can replace the dysfunctional hardware or software. People... are impossible.
WHY DO PEOPLE HAVE TO BE SO DAMN COMPLICATED?! I'd easily give up my emotion for cold logic, if it meant all of this stupid emotional shit would be well out of the way. Vulcans get along pretty well. ;_; And quit pointing out that star trek isn't real. I don't care. I mean, love is great, and being nice isn't as hard as people pretend it is, but this whole social thing is messed up. Why can't we just FIX people? Why do they NEED fixed? We're supposed to be efficient creatures! *hits head on desk* FIX THEM! It's not WORTH the feeling of love and warmth if people have to act like dicks or if I have to watch one more person cry!
And worst of all how the hell do you sum people up?! GAAAAH!! Ever notice Grays Anatomy is by far thicker than any computer hardware book you could ever own, and computers accomplish more than we could dream of doing in our own heads??? Does that make sense?! We have more complicated parts!! More EXPENSIVE parts. And most of us can't even do multiplication and other equations in our heads, let alone spit it out in less than 1 second, flawlessly.
Why does the human race have to be so god damn complicated?! And why did I have to be one!? ;_;
Great, now I have to pee. Computers don't have to pee!! UHRG!!!!
Over 20,000 papers later I have failed, miserably.
I wanted to analyze human behavior down to something more than just a base science like psychology. Down to the very essence of the creation of the neccessity of such things. I'm left with a merely confusing brief understanding of that. And the information is all totally useless.
What's more is I simply can't break the habit of constantly thinking of the cause and effect of all things. My mind boggles over the seemingly trivial guide lines of morality and belief and outcome of whatever decisions lie therein.
Human beings are so damn complicated and the rules constantly change, making things further frustrating. It almost makes me greatful for the hum of electronics that run only on logic and reason. If there is a malfunction it can be detected and repaired or replaced. Humans... you may never be able to detect a malfunction, or identify it, let alone repair the malfunction, and there's no way you can replace the dysfunctional hardware or software. People... are impossible.
WHY DO PEOPLE HAVE TO BE SO DAMN COMPLICATED?! I'd easily give up my emotion for cold logic, if it meant all of this stupid emotional shit would be well out of the way. Vulcans get along pretty well. ;_; And quit pointing out that star trek isn't real. I don't care. I mean, love is great, and being nice isn't as hard as people pretend it is, but this whole social thing is messed up. Why can't we just FIX people? Why do they NEED fixed? We're supposed to be efficient creatures! *hits head on desk* FIX THEM! It's not WORTH the feeling of love and warmth if people have to act like dicks or if I have to watch one more person cry!
And worst of all how the hell do you sum people up?! GAAAAH!! Ever notice Grays Anatomy is by far thicker than any computer hardware book you could ever own, and computers accomplish more than we could dream of doing in our own heads??? Does that make sense?! We have more complicated parts!! More EXPENSIVE parts. And most of us can't even do multiplication and other equations in our heads, let alone spit it out in less than 1 second, flawlessly.
Why does the human race have to be so god damn complicated?! And why did I have to be one!? ;_;
Great, now I have to pee. Computers don't have to pee!! UHRG!!!!