I felt...

[rei_sam412]

My hopes, my dreams
Is all that is left
I only feel a drift
Inside a world of shadows
Emptyness greats me
With wide open arms
I felt afraid until now
I seek the life of light
Knowing salvation is there
Where do you turn in darkness
that is always always there
I felt the shadow grow thicker
I felt the world grow darker
But I felt your love for me
Through all that has been done
I hear you calling out
Or maybe it is just a hope
That when I find a way out
You will be there
I heard the window call out
Telling me I will never succeed
I heard the tears cry out
That you don't love me
I felt the winters grasp
I felt the summers pain
I felt the spring time tears
I felt the autumn dreams
The more I stayed here
The less I had to fear
For my fear brought me courage
To seek for ever more
To find your holy gate
To find that holy door
You gave me a chance to find you
Only you took away my hopes
You gave me time to struggle
You gave me time to cry
But in the end I found you
I found you were always there
You were always in my heart
With all my hopes and dreams.
And I never felt more happy
To know that I felt you
To know I felt fear
To know I felt tears
I just want to thank you
For all you have given me
For this was I needed to know...
What you truly mean to me