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im so freggin tired....... these tension headaches wont leave me alone..... my back is killing me.... im so tired but i dont like going to sleep here.... the bed´s too hard...... im home sick....... yet i like being with my dad and my step mom..... its sad to say and some day will regret to say that my gramma gets on my nerves a lot.... she´s too dramatic about things... like if i wont go to bed early she raises her voice as if the world is ending..... but i guess thats old pple for ya..... i still love her... she is in fact, my grandmother.... but enough of that.... i miss you so much...... i miss having you close to me..... i feel so alone wihough you..... i miss my mom...... yet i like being with my dad.... i dont feel at home here...... but i love being around these people..... i dont get it.... oh yeah..... we had a small earth quake last night..... i was sitting on a chair watching the frankenstein movie with some famous guy, i gorgwet his name...... and so my chair started rocking back and forth and i thought it was just me but i didnt have any controll over it...... it really scared me because this building was built on the edge of a steep cliff where at the bottom there is a cementary..... GrEaT huh???? yep...... my life as we speak....... sigh....... i cant een see my friends cuz of all the shit that went down last year....the cops didnt help either...... but whatever...... after tuesday will be better..... my dad getts off work and the fun will really begin...... i hope..... God help us....... i need both my parents alive..... i really do....... well...... goodnight........ i love you gav..... maybe well talk soon.