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so i know i haven't been on LJ much (or on the internet much on the whole). but i think that now im more settled into my not-so-new situation in southern california, i'll be updating more often these days.
i miss the bay area. i miss just observing the hippies, the queers, the punk rockers, the young professionals and the masses of recent immigrants all in the tightly proportioned city of san francisco. i miss the unpretentious free-thinking atmosphere. i miss not having to think about how homosexuality and bisexuality are sensitive issues. i miss the unconformity. i miss the unsolicited candor of all that goes on in the little city of san francisco. i miss my existentialist professor - that quirky, bald ex-junkie with a flair for philosophizing on caffeine. i miss david.
i despise the fake of everything that is Los Angeles. fake tits, lips, tans. the rich man hiding behind his AUTOMATIC porsche carrera. i despise the christian evangelist propaganda constantly ringing in my ears. the smog that chokes in my lungs. i despise the traffic that makes me want to step out of my car and smack that mother-fuckin' non-driving FUCK who cut me off. those goddamned rich kids at school who think they can park in the middle of two spaces. i should've keyed their car when i had the chance. there is always next time. wait.
im really not an angry person by nature. hopefully something good will come out of tolerating all this los angeles bullshit. maybe i should pick up painting.
i miss the bay area. i miss just observing the hippies, the queers, the punk rockers, the young professionals and the masses of recent immigrants all in the tightly proportioned city of san francisco. i miss the unpretentious free-thinking atmosphere. i miss not having to think about how homosexuality and bisexuality are sensitive issues. i miss the unconformity. i miss the unsolicited candor of all that goes on in the little city of san francisco. i miss my existentialist professor - that quirky, bald ex-junkie with a flair for philosophizing on caffeine. i miss david.
i despise the fake of everything that is Los Angeles. fake tits, lips, tans. the rich man hiding behind his AUTOMATIC porsche carrera. i despise the christian evangelist propaganda constantly ringing in my ears. the smog that chokes in my lungs. i despise the traffic that makes me want to step out of my car and smack that mother-fuckin' non-driving FUCK who cut me off. those goddamned rich kids at school who think they can park in the middle of two spaces. i should've keyed their car when i had the chance. there is always next time. wait.
im really not an angry person by nature. hopefully something good will come out of tolerating all this los angeles bullshit. maybe i should pick up painting.