Mar 14, 2006 18:27
"Why do you always have to be so soft? Why do you always get affected by the most miniscule things? At one moment, you choose to push him away-- but once he does, you quickly reach out to pull him back. You are so fickle! You want this thing at one moment, then you quickly change your mind in the next. You are so cold when you allow nasty words become loose-- but once he shows the slightest tinge of sadness, you quickly melt to comfort him and try to take those words back. Make up your mind! You know the facts. Stop believing in the impossible. Stop staring at the stars that he once taught you to love. These usually embody humanity's hopes and dreams, and you know that hoping and dreaming can sometimes just kill you. Looking at those will only pierce you, making you think of him again and of the impossible. You chose to stay away. Keep your decision this time. You should not accept that you are weak, vulnerable, and childish. Prove them wrong. Most of all, prove me wrong."