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[regretxmexnot]

i hath become a fat bastard. i need to lose weight. my BP went up. i think my thyroid has issues because my body has been seriously out of whack since the loss of the baby. or maybe i'm just fat because i'm still depressed about losing my first child. i dunno. i guess my drug cocktail doesn't help either:

1mg xanax
1 metered dose inhaler
10mg singulair and soon to come...zoloft! whoopie!

anywho. i'm depressed. i'm chunky. i need some love.