i never wished that i was dead until i met you...

[regrets_collide]

i guess that eventually people have to accept the fact that people will let you down. they will hurt you, use you, and not care. is it the general nature of people? life isnt about us having to worry about what will go wrong next... or what he/she will say to hurt us... or if they will come when they say they will... if they will come through with promises. no, its not. life isnt ((but should be)) about people having assurance that a "friend" is going to stay true to their word. that life isnt just a load of bullshit and that true friends do exist, and you/i deserve them. but i cant seem to let go of the ones that i need to. i just hold onto them tighter. and the friends that are wonderful, i always seem to let slilp through my fingers.

human emotion is the flaw in the physical aspect of life. everything is subjective and no one can give opinions without being forced to defend them. opinions are not ideas that should be challenged, they are more personal beliefs or thoughts on a subject or person.

i guess that i am just hurt and confused, and because of that i analize everything surrounding my emotions and presence.

im really upset over this...