im screwed

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right about now life sucks and cant get any worse. i lost my best friend i had ever had. and just a friend. i honestly dont know what to do right now. . . i just tried to work things out..but it just made things worse.. i dont care about looseing the friend. but the other one. best friend it would be hard to live w/o weve known eachother for as

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[supercool_dork]

To be truthful with you, i don't feel sorry for you at all. I really don't. I actually kind of pitty you sometimes. You make fun of people, start shit with them, and expect them to be your friend? Then you use people because you don't have friends. Sometimes i think you would do anything to fit in. That isn't the way the world works. You have to think before you open your mouth, you really need too. You really need to work on the way you act. peace!

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im not asking you to feel bad for me. i dont want anyone to feel bad for me. why should you or they? you know those people that you say i use just because i dont have any friends? did you ever think that they are my friends but i know that you dont like them so i dont talk to them around you. How do you think i want to fit in? cat i dont care what people think about me i dont care what they say i am who i am. and if they or you dont like it then thats not my problem. everthing we talked about the time that you got mad at me. i did think about. when were in a tough spot i wouldnt just come up to you and start saying stuff without thinking about it. its just theres somethings i cant say because i know you wont take shit from me. and that would only make things worse.

[supercool_dork]

did you ever think that they are my friends but i know that you dont like them so i dont talk to them around you. How do you think i want to fit in?

Right there, you just proved me right. You are saying since i don't like them, you won't talk to them because i'm there, trying to fit in around me. I really don't give to shits who you are friends with, and who you aren't. And that isn't even the case, you talk shit about EVERYONE you hang out with, and then talk to them as if they are your best friend. that is complete bullshit. COMPLETE bullshit. Seriously i would say peoples names in here, but i don't want to get anyone involved. I don't think i could ever trust you over someone saying you weren't saying shit, because you do talk alot of shit. I don't believe half the people take you back after you're a bitch to them. You actually have it lucky, because some people do take shit from you, and i don't understand why. wow. peace.

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no cat im not saying that i dont talk to them around you because i want to fit in. why would i have tried to fit in if you were suposivly my best friend. im saying that if you dont like them then i dont want to bring them up around you because thats not cool cause then you'd only get pissed off. and tell me the truth do you honestly think i have ever talked shit about you EVER? i never gave you any shit. or talked any about you. ever. i dont see why all of a sudden this is about every one else but us. this isnt about my other friends. and when was the last time i talked shit about people to you. when i was in the car w/ you and gin who was talking shit. not me. when i was on the phone with and laur that one night i wanst talking shit. and i cant believe that we have to argue like this in my livejournal and cant just talk about it. And thers no way i talk shit about everyone i hang out with.

[supercool_dork]

i never said you were talking about me. i said you talk about your friends. i think its bullshit to talk behind someone's back and then be friends wtih them to their face. you even admitted to me that you use people. And this isn't about everyone else, its about me and you. I don't like how you act. Thats the buttom line. You talk shit, ask me to curse someone off for you, next thing you know it, your best friends with them. Now thats even more bullshit. seriously. check your self.

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cat the last time that ever happened was like a year ago and im passed that and im not like that anymore. we both know that i was a loser back then and i did want to fit in. but that was in 7th grade..evernone wanted to fit in in 7th grade even if they wont admit it. and i use people? when did i say that? i dont use people to be my friends..they are my friends. and like i said i dont talk shit about people anymore. if i have a problem with them i talk to them about it.

[supercool_dork]

everything you just said.. isn't you. seriously. i'm not dealing with you anymore. you have come to the part where you don't even know who you are. you use every fucking person you hang out with julie. don't even fucking go there. you saying you don't, really just pissed me off because you just told me and lauren that not even two weeks ago. so seriously, fuck you. don't even bother commenting back, because i'm not going to read it or anything. This is a waste of time, and so are you right now. peace.

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your right, cat your always right. i dont know what else you want from me but to go away, leave you alone, and stay out of your fucking life. so since thats what you want.. im out. hope your happy