May 21, 2005 23:50
its wierd how a few simple words can change everything, for example the words, you're my girlfriend they can change everything and yet nothing, well those are the words which changed everything for me yesterday yet wierdly im only just writing about it now is cause hes playing poker and i have nothing else to do. ive been "with" him for about 2 weeks and yes this is the same guy from the movies who i mosted the convo on here. and it just makes me so happy because ive been looking for someone like him for so long. it feels as though everything in my life is finially falling together. but the thing which is so wierd with matt is the fact that last year i had the hugest crush on him, everytime he walked into a room i wispered to my friend, basically any friend, the nearest friend "omg there he is he's so hot do u think i should talk to him" and now hes my boyfriend its the strangest feeling. another wierd thing is that in past relationships i have felt so different when it was made offical, but not in this one and i know exactly why that is, he never used me, he always told me exactly how he thought, and most importantly he always treated me like his girlfriend and never like a fuck buddy or whatever the hell u want to call it. so this summer i can finally relax and focus on what i want to do instead of all the drama which surrounds my camp because of who ur with and what not. i just wanted to say that im happy i guess please comment