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[regression]

so i was looking back at old lj entries tonight, looking initially for something in particular, then just reading to remember where i was this time last year. and i realized more that last year i was writing about my emotions, how i felt about things at certain times. now i feel like my live journal has turned into a brief overview of my activities. its weird, its almost like now for some reason sharing my emotions with the whole world scares me. some of them i dont want certain people being able to see, some of them i like to keep to myself while others i have people around to talk to about. its almost like i've lost emotional expressions while gaining other positive aspects of my life. that and generally if i have strong emotions about something its too hard to be able to bottle them up inot the little typing box on my screen to make them understandable to anyone else who happens to glance at my journal.

just a random meaningless observation

ps - i heart my lil