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so coop starts in the morning. i'm excited, i love my job. this year is different because i know i love where i'm going. its not like last year or the year before where i'm nervous because i dont know what to expect.
i'm not as happy as i should be about it. i think its fear of real life, knowing that my little world as i know it is going to be different. not necessarly for the better or the worse just different. this is my last coop, 5 terms of classes and i'm done. i cant wait. but this is brian's last 6 months of classes. by the time im done my job he'll be out ready for a big boy job. we'll never have that "stressfree" college life relationship we've had for the past 10 months. andn the past 2 that we've been completely spoiled living blocks from each other and spending every night together. pretty soon it'll be a few times a week, and as much as i hate to think it, i have a feeling it'll eventually come down to weekends. its weird. whatever.
break was nice. very relaxing. got my new car (who ps i named sallie mae after my best friend who is helping me pay for her) got to road trip down the shore for the day and lancaster for the day. got to chill in the apartment by myself, with the roomies, with the boy, with my friends. i'm not quite ready to give it up yet ot go back to work. its a good thing i love this job.
i'm getting icky again, i need to go back to the dr, stupid meds, make me fat, i'm still not so happy, make me sleepy... not doin so much good.
this sounds blah and depressing adn i didnt really mean for it to so i'm just going to ennd it here.
and there folks, is my break update.
i'm not as happy as i should be about it. i think its fear of real life, knowing that my little world as i know it is going to be different. not necessarly for the better or the worse just different. this is my last coop, 5 terms of classes and i'm done. i cant wait. but this is brian's last 6 months of classes. by the time im done my job he'll be out ready for a big boy job. we'll never have that "stressfree" college life relationship we've had for the past 10 months. andn the past 2 that we've been completely spoiled living blocks from each other and spending every night together. pretty soon it'll be a few times a week, and as much as i hate to think it, i have a feeling it'll eventually come down to weekends. its weird. whatever.
break was nice. very relaxing. got my new car (who ps i named sallie mae after my best friend who is helping me pay for her) got to road trip down the shore for the day and lancaster for the day. got to chill in the apartment by myself, with the roomies, with the boy, with my friends. i'm not quite ready to give it up yet ot go back to work. its a good thing i love this job.
i'm getting icky again, i need to go back to the dr, stupid meds, make me fat, i'm still not so happy, make me sleepy... not doin so much good.
this sounds blah and depressing adn i didnt really mean for it to so i'm just going to ennd it here.
and there folks, is my break update.