is it love when it hurts...I hate you love....I love you love
Cold water, where are you; I need to wake up? I knew the exact moment I would let him break my heart and I welcomed it with an embrace. All I could see were the blue of his eyes staring back at me and was consumed by the touch of his hands. My heart slowed until it almost stopped and I became breathless. I should have walked away. I should have run as far as I could. Instead, I keep running towards him towards the torment of knowing it will ever mean anything. Mistakes become easy and repetitive when you are in love with the feeling of something someone else bestows upon you.