Motherfucker
so after that very painful day, i realised that i have lost my intense sex drive. i don't have a sex drive at all! i don't even wank as much anymore. i still get those random thoughts, yeah, but it's cold. there's no fire behind it anymore. i am simply dry.
fucking ae! my meds are the culprit and what's even more fucked is that i read visited some sites and found out that some people, after getting weaned off their meds, never got their sex drive back. this is an outrage, and i would stop taking whatever it is that's killing my sex drive. bipolar has a lot of downs but it makes up for it with intense kinky uncontrolled sex. fuck i do not want to lose that.
i am going to have a talk with my psych on staurday about this sex drive issue of mine. i cannot proceed with a dead sex drive, hell no! not like this, not at all. i love sex! sex is my fucking passion and i will talk to my psych and see what this buzzkill's about.
fuck i don't even have enough emotions to really get mad about this. i'm a blank face. fuuuuuuuuck!!!!!!!!
fucking ae! my meds are the culprit and what's even more fucked is that i read visited some sites and found out that some people, after getting weaned off their meds, never got their sex drive back. this is an outrage, and i would stop taking whatever it is that's killing my sex drive. bipolar has a lot of downs but it makes up for it with intense kinky uncontrolled sex. fuck i do not want to lose that.
i am going to have a talk with my psych on staurday about this sex drive issue of mine. i cannot proceed with a dead sex drive, hell no! not like this, not at all. i love sex! sex is my fucking passion and i will talk to my psych and see what this buzzkill's about.
fuck i don't even have enough emotions to really get mad about this. i'm a blank face. fuuuuuuuuck!!!!!!!!