De Ja Vu

[regineabellar]

stable.
cessation of motion.
floating in the time continuum.

why is it so numb?
de ja vu.
why is it so numb?

the ferris wheel is about to move,
suddenly it sparks, fizzles and dies.

there is that funny feeling.
side by side the droning stiffness.
white like spotless hospital walls,
sterile injections,
starched doctor's gown.
imagine standing inside a box,
sides touching you,
rendered motionless.
do you get it?
apathetic eyes,
stir me. there's nowhere to go.
trapped inside a sterile orb.
too numb to be affected.