Oct 04, 2007 09:02
so the opportunity stands in front of me. he dug my cell phone recording, stating i do have a voice, and there is alot of power with it. he wants to hear me clearer. mp3 clear. ok, got to do this at moms house. or the first opportunity i have to record one. in the meantime, find a voice coach. from there, listen to tracks that he sends over, write down some words, write a melody. fucking whale em out. get ok'd. get vocals REALLY recorded (that means studio time). mix and blend. bing! a track is produced. i am an established and credible vocalist.
can i do all this? how much hard work and discipline is this gonna take? i'm fucking stubborn. i hope that i can stay super motivated. the only excitement i'm getting from people are those not too close with me. my prod, co worker and best friend. my mom doesn't think anything of it, and my boyfriend has been motionless about it. i mean he is glad i'm doing something finally, but not the excitement i would give him if he say, played drums for a band again.
i gotta give all my thanks to lara, who DROPPED my name! all she knew is that i love to sing and i love karaoke. i don't remember her every hearing me [lol] but i do remember her complimenting me.
this is NOT going to be easy with the fact i'm timid about letting 'go', singing in front of people (sober!) and being 110% confident. I guess this will be my 'made' story, as long as i don't cave in.
singing