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I can't stand living here anymore.
This past week as just been horrible. Fighting with mom and dad. Leaving twice. Getting my best friend involved ugh I feel horrible.
I'm sorry guys but I'm moving to El Paso after my birthday. I've made up my mind and no one can change it. I won't be gone for long I just need a break from everything.
I love Oscar to death. Ugh I would give anything to be with him right now. When I hear his voice all my problems go away. He makes me so happy. I've never felt this way for any other boy. Not Josh nor John. Its different with Oscar. I can't wait to wake up next to him and fall asleep with him. Everything will be great once I move in with him. Just one more month and I'm gone!!
I love you Oscar Jose Leon!!!