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Aug 23, 2005 10:00

So I started talking to this new kid.
He makes me laugh.
But I still can't get my love out of my head.
It's crazy I'm going nuts!!
I know the only way to get over him is to start hanging out with new friends(guys)
But I can't do that.
He's always in my head.
Its going to be a while.
And I know everyone wants me to give up already.
But I can't.
I just can't.
I believe there is something there.
But maybe he just needs to tell me that there is nothing there.
I know it will hurt but hey that may be the best way to get over him.
Ahhh
But I can't think of that.
I'm so confused.
I really want to talk to him.
But then again I don't.
I don't want to be one of the those girls who is like omg I love you and need to be with you now.
I'm glad that my love and I are still hanging out and we're good friends.
But it still hurts when he brings up other girls in front of me.
But he can do that and I can't stop him.
Like everyone says we're just FRIENDS!!!
Thats what I need to get through my head we're just FRIENDS!!!
Now that I've been sitting here thinking maybe there is nothing there.
Should I give up??
Tell me please should i do it?!?!?

(I know this maybe a little confusing to read its just things that are popping in my head right now!!Everything is just random)
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