Oct 16, 2003 00:13
So it's midnight...and for some reason I can't sleep. I just cleaned my room and I'm about to vacuum it...I wonder how much my mom is going to appreciate it... David had surgery on his finger today...haven't heard anything from him...I wonder how that went. I tried to call him earlier before I went to work but nobody was home. I hope he's at school tomorrow...wanna see what they did to his finger.
So I've finally found out a little about this stupid piece of shit in my drive way. If the people that sold it to me dont get in touch with me friday, then my mom is gonna go file a warrant for "theft by deception"...this ought to be interesting. I really learned my lesson on this one...I should've listened to everyone, but I never would have learned anything if I had done it the easy way. Oh well...verdict is, I'm a dumbass.
It really really sucks that I can't see kelly like ever. I see her maybe once or twice a week...if I'm lucky. And now that I wont have a car to drive for god knows how long, it'll be even less. Plus I need to start working more hours because I need more money...I really dont want to tho. I dunno...it seems like we're maybe growing apart or something...it's just not the same as it was this summer. God I wish it was summer all year long. Maybe I'm just being my usual cynical, distressed self.
I dunno what it is, I'm really moody lately. Earlier tonight when I got home I was in an awesome mood...it seems like, for the past week or so, if I'm not in a shitty mood all day, I am by the time I go to bed (whenever that ends up being). I just want to go away somewhere where I can be alone for a while...a week, two weeks. In the middle of nowhere. Maybe when I come back I'll be happy again.
k, I'm gonna go vacuum now...maybe the monotonous tone will put me to sleep