Apr 15, 2004 04:08
I can feel it all coming to a head, it's been waxing and waning for a while, but as we approach the end of the month it's all coming back to me, and I know it's only beginning. I miss him so much, and hate myself for only realizing how much he meant to me after he's gone.
I'm probably going to come home to spend time with people on the 28th, maybe have a sleep over or something like last year. If we can't find a place to do it we can all pitch in for a room at a motel or something.
I love my friends so much, I'd be nothing without you.