need something new
ooo boy. feeling tired and sad again. egan and i having differences. they usually pass when the morning comes. hes so unpredictable. some nights everything is funny to him. and some night everything is annoying and its better to just not talk. i hate walking on eggshells. esp w/school. fuck school. this year is almost done. i just need to pass. so i need to work. so i need some motovation. help me. i need a someone. i want someone who i dont have to use so many words with. someone who can understand. oh yes ive found someone. ive found a couple. but every single one i enjoy i cant have. someone just come and lay here w/me and listen to music. and talk. and sleeep. yep. sleep.