May 01, 2005 18:49
OMG!! The Second phase of the super cat test starts tomorrow. During the first phase I tested the best I have ever tested! I hope I can keep up this trend, and reach my long term goal of starting and being number 1 on everything. I want to be a ultra cat! If you dont know what this is...this is the highest level of strength and speed that you can meet! Im not far from it. In fact, so far..my supercat looks like that of a ultracats. On Friday (first phase) I ran a 4.75 40 time, a 14 slide time, and I dont know what my 10 time was cause i didnt pay that much attention...but im sure its also the best ten Ive ever ran. But tomorrow I dont know what lifts were going to hit. Im excited though. Not as excited as I was Thursday for Fridays test though. This worrys me a bit because I want all my effort to be there as it was on Friday. Im just going to pray and ask GOD for guidance though cause he always seems to find a way to help me when I am feeling down. Today was the first time that Ive went to church in months. Although I didnt partake in communion, I still feel rejuvinated and good about the whole thing. Maybe this was what I was missing so in my life....GOD have I been ignoring you? Please forgive me if I have. Yeah well this weekend was alright...I didnt do much though. Chris G., Tyree, Chris (my brother), and I went to the crawfish festival this weekend. It was boring. I saw a few people there. But, overall It wasnt worth the gas. Later I went to my X-job, Mc Donalds, I talked to Angela (she was looking so sexy), and the managers. Laura (the girl who got me fired) had the nerve to try to talk to me and laugh with me...but i let her know how i felt... which was pissed off about the whole situation. I then got my meal and set on the trunk of Chris's car with my brother and had a bat in my hand. Looking for Mrs. Sheryl to peek out the window. When she saw me beating the bat in my hand looking at her she jokingly threatened to call security and told me that i need to be a real man and come inside to handle my business. I went in too. But she was no where to be found. So i just sat in there and ate my meal and associated with my x co workers. I miss that place. It was easy cash, and good friendly people. On the other hand the managers sucked and were not professional at all. Later I met Danyelle at Taco Bell to talk over our friendship situation. We both agreed that it was not worth it to end all we had over what happend. Even though it really wasnt my fault and I should be hating her guts, I do find a place in my heart to forgive her, and somewhat understand her grief. But Oh well...maybe later we'll rekindle our friendly bond. It wasnt my fault in the first place though. But like she says, No since in crying over spilled milk. What happend has happend and is gone and in the past. Danyelles doing a complete makeover. She said she cut off all her hair. I cant wait to see it tomorrow. As much as I dont want to say it, I miss her, and all the special times we shared, So fun, filled with joy, friendship, and happiness. Yeah well its time to move on. Im going to move on. But this might take awhile to get used to. Who shall I make my next hang out partner? Life gets more interesting by the moment. Only time will tell. Well im bout to go and bake some chocolate chip cookies. Im going to give them to my friends tomorrow. I might even give some to Danyelle!