blegh
today was kinda an overwhelming reminder. 1st its winter break and that makes me think of last yr at this time, then today we watched walk the line so it kinda put me in a mood for the rest of the day. im frustrated and angry. angry cuz i obviously can't get over it and frustrated cuz i can't fix it. i know that everything happens for a reason, but i just wish i knew what the reason was.
i feel like it might happen again cuz of everything thats happening now, but i suppose there r only 2 options in life: either u go for it regardless of the consequences and really live life, or b cautious ur whole life and never really live. the thing is making the 1st step.
i feel like when im home i fall back to where i was 2 1/2 months ago. i guess its all the memories and whatnot. maybe its just the fact that xmas is over and sean a mindy r going home wednesday and i won't see them for months or even yrs. the only reason i saw him earlier was the wedding and auntie sue's funeral
ugh....
i feel like it might happen again cuz of everything thats happening now, but i suppose there r only 2 options in life: either u go for it regardless of the consequences and really live life, or b cautious ur whole life and never really live. the thing is making the 1st step.
i feel like when im home i fall back to where i was 2 1/2 months ago. i guess its all the memories and whatnot. maybe its just the fact that xmas is over and sean a mindy r going home wednesday and i won't see them for months or even yrs. the only reason i saw him earlier was the wedding and auntie sue's funeral
ugh....