goodbyes and whatnots...
its funny how u can go from being the best of friends with someone then one little thing happens and u don't even speak anymore. i texted jen happy b-day monday and she didn't say anything back, not even a thingk u. i know she's pissed and im fucking pissed too, but god, im sad its over. its wierd how u move on and shouldn't think about it, but still there's always little things that remind u and makes u really sad. im so happy i have jenny here and everyone up north cuz without them, it'd b pretty rough. i realized last night how much ash, jenny and tilli care about me and it's been awhile since i've felt so thankful for ppl. i guess when u stop talking to someone u have to take a look around and focus on the ppl in ur life who r there for u and b there for them cuz u never know when there's gonna b an arguement that ends it. i tried my best to fix things with jen and i think she did too, but i guess u can never forget what u said b4 or fully forgive what the other did. lyns is right, ppl just grow apart and sometimes they grow with u and sometimes they don't. everyone has a purpose in ur life, and sometimes they leave it once its over. it just sux that the good times have to b over and we left on bad terms.....