busy busy busy
i've been on the go pretty much nonstop for the past few days. it helps. i needed to stop thinking so much. that's my problem. i just sit around and think and think and think... and eventually i drive myself (and everyone around me) crazy. i can't sit still anymore.
i quit my job. i just couldn't take it. my boss & most of the shift leaders were fucking insane. i couldn't stand watching all the kids get yelled at for doing absolutely nothing wrong. i couldn't deal with all the gossip and drama. i'm not going to let myself be pushed around like that.
it sucks. i can't ever go back to having a "normal" job again. i've seen so much in three months, and now all i want to do is help. no more teaching for me. i'm gonna go into social work. the foster care system is fucked up and needs people that actually CARE about kids. the constant yelling... i know what it's like. i want to show them life beyond drugs and alcohol and abuse. i've finally decided what i want to do with my life. now i just have to save up and get myself out of debt so i can go back to school... i can't wait. :)
alright, bed time
i quit my job. i just couldn't take it. my boss & most of the shift leaders were fucking insane. i couldn't stand watching all the kids get yelled at for doing absolutely nothing wrong. i couldn't deal with all the gossip and drama. i'm not going to let myself be pushed around like that.
it sucks. i can't ever go back to having a "normal" job again. i've seen so much in three months, and now all i want to do is help. no more teaching for me. i'm gonna go into social work. the foster care system is fucked up and needs people that actually CARE about kids. the constant yelling... i know what it's like. i want to show them life beyond drugs and alcohol and abuse. i've finally decided what i want to do with my life. now i just have to save up and get myself out of debt so i can go back to school... i can't wait. :)
alright, bed time