(no subject)

[regazzadilupo]

crying over a bag of ash.
a little plaster paw print
all that's left
and it isn't enough.
sometimes it's too much
and i can't breathe
because grief is crushing my chest.
i loved you
so deeply.
and i feel
i never really did say good bye
because the day
it was just like every other day
and no one knew

only
i'm sure
you did.

i loved you.

i love you, still.
every wrong thing
every accident.
as angry as i got, sometimes.
as angry as YOU were, sometimes.
i love you fiercely, still.
and i keep you with me, always.

a bag of ash
and a little plaster paw print