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its all come down to this:in time of love and time of debt:ill waste my time:with cigarettes:and alcohol:and mary jane.
i love thinking and all that...its just so amazingg.
fuck.
friday::
left school after first period. went to chris's house. then to his dads house. i got drunk off my ass and went swimming with candace. then we went back to school to get shannon...so we drove up and saw a cop then we started to drive away..then the cop pulled us over. and we had to go to the office for trying to leave school. i got 4 morning d halls. and they called my parents. then i went to class. and i was still drunk. then after school we left and i cant remember where we went. but we eventually ended up at johnnys house and just stayed there. then stayed there till about 1. and got dropped off at shannons house. then my mom came and got me. and in the car we talked almost not at all.
her: why didnt you call?
me: i didnt want to.
her: we are very dissapointed and hurt.
me: ok.
her: that was stupid as shit.
me: ok.
....silence....
then got home. my sister was mad at me. shes only 9 and she was worried...
her: where were you?
me: nowhere dont worry about it
her: tell me where you were.
me: at someones house. dont worry about it sarah.
her: YOU WERE GONE ALL NIGHT!
me: i know.
..walked away.
so i should be at prom right now with chris. but my parents decided i cant go. so i took the tags and shit off my dress so they cant return it. then i threw the shoebox away. so its just their wasted money.
i want to leave right now...ugh
well i have no pictures at all. cause candace has my camera..and thats about it.