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I wish to break from this exterior.
I wish to set myself free of the dreams I have had.
I wish to find myself in the proper position to benefit my kingdom, my king, my peers, my allies, and myself.
Today seems to be considered a special day, but I would rather define 'special' not as the content that is consumed, not as the experiences had, but rather the memories made with loved ones. I wish to spend this time with my family, and for that reason, I did consider a return home to Frelia, as it seems that is where my king has gone. Instead, however, this time apart for him and me may be a better idea. I will make my return upon the end of the upcoming month, as given the permission from the authority. I would like so much to see Valois and to make sure he is being fed properly.
And no, I do not believe I am spoiling my little creature of adoration.
Aside from that, however, I wish to see my friends here. Their names are coming slowly, and if not that, then their faces are. There is a man, with whom I must have thought as a brother, for each time I even see him pass by, my heart seems to flutter if only a little. He is a rather gallant man, tall and impeccably dressed. I seem... seem to remember things about him that I should not remember at all, though.
Why should I know a man beneath his apparel when I am a married woman?
I feel a bit impure at the very thought.
I wish to set myself free of the dreams I have had.
I wish to find myself in the proper position to benefit my kingdom, my king, my peers, my allies, and myself.
Today seems to be considered a special day, but I would rather define 'special' not as the content that is consumed, not as the experiences had, but rather the memories made with loved ones. I wish to spend this time with my family, and for that reason, I did consider a return home to Frelia, as it seems that is where my king has gone. Instead, however, this time apart for him and me may be a better idea. I will make my return upon the end of the upcoming month, as given the permission from the authority. I would like so much to see Valois and to make sure he is being fed properly.
And no, I do not believe I am spoiling my little creature of adoration.
Aside from that, however, I wish to see my friends here. Their names are coming slowly, and if not that, then their faces are. There is a man, with whom I must have thought as a brother, for each time I even see him pass by, my heart seems to flutter if only a little. He is a rather gallant man, tall and impeccably dressed. I seem... seem to remember things about him that I should not remember at all, though.
Why should I know a man beneath his apparel when I am a married woman?
I feel a bit impure at the very thought.