turns cold to the touch

[refusedxkill]

the sf trip was fukn fun. bleeding through was rad. hope conspiracy was great. even the drives were fun. i had the feeling in my stomach the whole time that i shouldn't be having this much fun because its going to be that much harder to go back to san diego. but i couldnt help it. had a great time and im not too pleased to be back in SD. i have this feeling that all i want to do from now on is go to different cities and meet new people and not stay in the same city for too long. i guess it sounds like im running away. i guess i am but im not exactly sure from what. i should fix this. someone told me that if i cant be happy here, than having less in a strange city is going to be even more depressing. fuck the hardest part is not being able to pinpoint what im sad/angry/frustrated/depressed about. i guess i feel that way because i dont know why i feel that way. hmm im not making sense. ok here comes the AN.
peace~erik

"rise"~Bleeding Through