Sep 09, 2004 19:42
Christ! I havent updated in ages. Maybe its cos im a such a busy girly, or then again maybe its cos i couldnt be bothered. Lol...think its the second one myself.
Well i started my new job ---> woo yea :-s (any one see the lack on enthusiasm)It is as lame as hell, i hate it, i want to go back to college, back to my easy life :-( Mother dearest has started charging me rent £55 a week! Allow yourself mum (8) if you have msn you know that stands for the musical note but if you dont have msn well, what the hell do you with your life?!?! I live on it...La--hoo--za--her!!
I cant really remember what i have been up to. My life consists of going to work and to edge and sitting on msn all night. Work - msn - sleep! Work - msn - edge - sleep! Work - msn - sleep! Work - msn - sleep! Work - msn - edge - sleep! Work - msn - sleep! Work - maybe edge?! or msn - then sleep!!!!! OMG :-( I live a routine = O!! Can some one please tell me where to get a new life?!? I was thinking marsh farm market might be the best place to buy one.,what d'ya reckon?! 50p? £1.00? Maybe cheaper, i doubt much dearer.
A perfect life...hmm...maybe where a certain some one was MY certain some thing!! *goes into day dream* ahhhh
Manda --> edge --> Sunday!!! Holy cow! MAASSSHHH UUUPPP!!! As if we were pure dicks *embarrassed* i thought i was going to die as well!! Mummmyyyyy...help...i do pay you £55 to look after me after all so clean up my puke bitch..YUMMY!!!
Edge has been pretty good lately :-D Last friday was so 'random' haha! I wasnt drunk though, i dnt like drinking when i know i have to work and esp work with Jamie Barbie, i cant stomach him/that thing at 7am in the morning when i havent been drinking never mind when i have, that boy is pure rankos!!! The smell and look of him just pure makes me heave!!! Not good! Totally allowed work that saturday "craig got run over again" ahahahah!!
"DANNI DOES NOT DO JEALOUSY YOU TART!!"
"OMG HE EATS LIKE A LION" geeek!
My eyes burn from these tears
You think you'd learn over these years
Good things won't last forever
So what the hell am I suppose to do
You only wanted the things I couldn't give to you
And you had it all anyway
So take take everything and leave me scrambling
Reaching for something that wasn't there in the first place
So take take everything and leave me scrambling
Reaching for something that wasn't there in the first place
Tell me i'm wrong when I say
I can't expect you to stay forever with me
I live for that single moment
I take back everything i've said
You would those words on your lips
As if they meant anything anyway
Sometimes I feel I could drop off the face of the earth
It seems I do more harm than good
And I don't know if it's worth me loosing sleep over this
So take take everything and leave me scrambling
Reaching for something that wasn't there in the first place
So take take everything and leave me scrambling
Reaching for something that wasn't there in the first place
Tell me I'm wrong when I say it
I can't expect you to spend forever with me
I live for that single moment
So take take everything and leave me scrambling
Reaching for something that wasn't there in the first place
I love you guys
<3 -xx-