really, wtf?
Phi Sig social last night, SEC rivals themed. really amusing... I went as an LSU fan, complete with a tiger drawn on my face in marker (thanks to Colleen).
prior to this, I had been hanging out with my mom & bro & people from my high school who were here for JanFest. Nick called me three times... it was kinda funny. I was excited because we were getting along really well, and it was a good sign that he had called. he gave Colleen & me a ride to the social (and then left b/c he wasn't feeling well), promising us a ride back if we just gave him a call.
well, I went & had tons of fun (sans alcohol) dancing & singing the night away. a few awkward moments where I may have been hit on... which only would have been possible by the people I don't know very well/at all (i.e., two people). other awkward moments where people didn't know that Nick & I had broken up. overall, though, a fantastically fun occasion. I enjoy acting drunk and dancing with the drunk people when I'm completely sober. it's entertaining.
and then, a serious wtf moment.
called Nick to get a ride back. James & his friend also live in Myers and were completely smashed (so Colleen & I were worried), SO I asked if he would give them a ride back too. he seemed annoyed that we weren't looking for another driver at the party. then I remembered that Kylie had driven and that she was going back to campus... so I called him back (a matter of minutes later, when he had said he wasn't leaving right away) and told him that Kylie would take us. he was really annoyed with me for "flip-flopping", when all I was trying to do was make things easier, especially since he had seemed annoyed in the first place. it put me in a very bad position, trying to figure out what was going on. then he hung up on me when I was trying to thank him for being willing to give us a ride and apologizing for all the trouble.
so I was upset.
at that point, I was already really tired and of course my feelings about him are always haywire... so I was furious at the situation, and then I started crying. so now half of Phi Sig is mad at him. oops.
and to top it all off, he was annoyed b/c he thought I was drunk. I was pissed about that b/c first of all, why would it matter? I'm 21 anyway. secondly, b/c the reason I sounded drunk was b/c I'd been singing (really, yelling) so loudly that I was losing my voice. I also couldn't hear very well, a result of loud music. I was also confused b/c I didn't know what James & his friend were doing (and that was the conversation at that point), and he asked if he needed to talk to them directly... but they were smashed, so yeah, THAT would have worked. I can understand why he might have thought that I had been drinking, esp. b/c of the voice, but the situation was so frustrating. I had already stated to him that I wasn't drinking that evening.
everything was, of course, exacerbated by tiredness and the high emotionality of the situation, but still... wtf?
as a result, I was awake until 4:30. damn it.
update:
now he's mad at me b/c everyone else is mad at him. it's not my fault they concluded he was an ass. do you think I'm going to worry about how other people see him when I'm really upset? ARGH.
things were going so well...
prior to this, I had been hanging out with my mom & bro & people from my high school who were here for JanFest. Nick called me three times... it was kinda funny. I was excited because we were getting along really well, and it was a good sign that he had called. he gave Colleen & me a ride to the social (and then left b/c he wasn't feeling well), promising us a ride back if we just gave him a call.
well, I went & had tons of fun (sans alcohol) dancing & singing the night away. a few awkward moments where I may have been hit on... which only would have been possible by the people I don't know very well/at all (i.e., two people). other awkward moments where people didn't know that Nick & I had broken up. overall, though, a fantastically fun occasion. I enjoy acting drunk and dancing with the drunk people when I'm completely sober. it's entertaining.
and then, a serious wtf moment.
called Nick to get a ride back. James & his friend also live in Myers and were completely smashed (so Colleen & I were worried), SO I asked if he would give them a ride back too. he seemed annoyed that we weren't looking for another driver at the party. then I remembered that Kylie had driven and that she was going back to campus... so I called him back (a matter of minutes later, when he had said he wasn't leaving right away) and told him that Kylie would take us. he was really annoyed with me for "flip-flopping", when all I was trying to do was make things easier, especially since he had seemed annoyed in the first place. it put me in a very bad position, trying to figure out what was going on. then he hung up on me when I was trying to thank him for being willing to give us a ride and apologizing for all the trouble.
so I was upset.
at that point, I was already really tired and of course my feelings about him are always haywire... so I was furious at the situation, and then I started crying. so now half of Phi Sig is mad at him. oops.
and to top it all off, he was annoyed b/c he thought I was drunk. I was pissed about that b/c first of all, why would it matter? I'm 21 anyway. secondly, b/c the reason I sounded drunk was b/c I'd been singing (really, yelling) so loudly that I was losing my voice. I also couldn't hear very well, a result of loud music. I was also confused b/c I didn't know what James & his friend were doing (and that was the conversation at that point), and he asked if he needed to talk to them directly... but they were smashed, so yeah, THAT would have worked. I can understand why he might have thought that I had been drinking, esp. b/c of the voice, but the situation was so frustrating. I had already stated to him that I wasn't drinking that evening.
everything was, of course, exacerbated by tiredness and the high emotionality of the situation, but still... wtf?
as a result, I was awake until 4:30. damn it.
update:
now he's mad at me b/c everyone else is mad at him. it's not my fault they concluded he was an ass. do you think I'm going to worry about how other people see him when I'm really upset? ARGH.
things were going so well...