I get by with a little help from my friends
I'm feeling better than I did during my last post, if anyone was worried. hahaha... no one even reads this, but whatever. it's just an occasional outlet.
what helped:
getting less sleep (maybe I'm oversleeping... it's a possibility)
going to the dentist (forced interactions and a nice hygenist who talked to me a lot, plus forced getting out of the house)
convo with Brie about Phi Sig stuff
Frosties from Wendy's/attempted movie rental
watching Hook (ahh, childhood... and getting more of the jokes now)
Caity calling me :)
still upset about Nick, but I really do need to talk to him and maybe things will be fixed. I was supposed to do that during the break, but I just didn't have the courage to ruin our fun moments... and there were only two days, anyway. there were supposed to be more. that's what hurts the most... when he said that we'd have a lot of time during the break, and he doesn't even have much time to bother talking to me.
he didn't even want me to come visit him for his birthday.
but I just can't give him up.
it doesn't help that I'm oh-so-jealous of some people (*cough* Caity & Philip *cough*)-- why can't I have that?
what helped:
getting less sleep (maybe I'm oversleeping... it's a possibility)
going to the dentist (forced interactions and a nice hygenist who talked to me a lot, plus forced getting out of the house)
convo with Brie about Phi Sig stuff
Frosties from Wendy's/attempted movie rental
watching Hook (ahh, childhood... and getting more of the jokes now)
Caity calling me :)
still upset about Nick, but I really do need to talk to him and maybe things will be fixed. I was supposed to do that during the break, but I just didn't have the courage to ruin our fun moments... and there were only two days, anyway. there were supposed to be more. that's what hurts the most... when he said that we'd have a lot of time during the break, and he doesn't even have much time to bother talking to me.
he didn't even want me to come visit him for his birthday.
but I just can't give him up.
it doesn't help that I'm oh-so-jealous of some people (*cough* Caity & Philip *cough*)-- why can't I have that?