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I had a borderline bad day yesterday, all because I let a few little things combined get me down. the day was saved by the fact that it was sunny, which makes sense to me but apparently doesn't to other people. :P
the last post was made in a moment of weakness. I would, in fact, like to know what is going on, but I've resolved not to let it bug me until I can do something about it. I've got to have confidence. it's so much harder to be what I consider my "true" self when I'm here at home, so I've just got to make the effort.
I also need to actually do stuff so I don't make myself miserable. it's been tough because of a slew of doctor's appointments, but I think that wave is over. talking to a multitude of people on the phone is helping. making myself anxious whenever I drive someplace is not. (well, neither is running a red light... but that just sucked all around)
I think I'm going to do Hunker Down with Housing again so I can move in early, which will help with my problem of trying to move in and go to the officer's retreat on the same day. it'll also put me in Athens at an earlier date, which is generally in my best interest. the actual stuff I have to do for Hunker Down sucks, but I can live with that. I may be bored without all my friends there, but I'm sure I can find new ones or something. boredom in Athens is better than boredom in Woodstock.
and now I'm going to go hang out with Andrea! :) tomorrow I may go to Missy & Caroline's housewarming party, but I'm not quite sure about that. I should go up to Athens before some people leave for good, but I need to find out when they're leaving. next task ;).
the last post was made in a moment of weakness. I would, in fact, like to know what is going on, but I've resolved not to let it bug me until I can do something about it. I've got to have confidence. it's so much harder to be what I consider my "true" self when I'm here at home, so I've just got to make the effort.
I also need to actually do stuff so I don't make myself miserable. it's been tough because of a slew of doctor's appointments, but I think that wave is over. talking to a multitude of people on the phone is helping. making myself anxious whenever I drive someplace is not. (well, neither is running a red light... but that just sucked all around)
I think I'm going to do Hunker Down with Housing again so I can move in early, which will help with my problem of trying to move in and go to the officer's retreat on the same day. it'll also put me in Athens at an earlier date, which is generally in my best interest. the actual stuff I have to do for Hunker Down sucks, but I can live with that. I may be bored without all my friends there, but I'm sure I can find new ones or something. boredom in Athens is better than boredom in Woodstock.
and now I'm going to go hang out with Andrea! :) tomorrow I may go to Missy & Caroline's housewarming party, but I'm not quite sure about that. I should go up to Athens before some people leave for good, but I need to find out when they're leaving. next task ;).