oi vey
i may as well make this a monthly update thing because i neve rpost my own stuff, i just read everyone else's. but i suppose after another break at home it seems fitting.
i feel like i made more plans at home than i got to follow through on. my boys called me the other night when i was coming home from the movies with eric, matt and nick and i knew i wouldn't be allowed to drive with the weather, so i didn't get to see them... i told wade we'd hang out but i just happened to see him at the movies last night... but aside from rj, i got to see the people that contacted me to hang out and that makes me happy.
very first day back meaghan and i shopped and saw "derailed" and that made me smile on the inside. she feels pretty lonely these days, especially with her home situation, and she's been my best friend pretty much since birth so i had to see her of course.
saw eric and matt three times... that set a lot of things straight in my mind.
once the winter comes i know i'm going to be set on a really happy path that i know in my bones will work out. or at least it has to... or a lot of things dont make sense anymore.
i appreciate just being home too. i'd feel crappy if i were one of those people that went home and was out every night... i'll see the rest of my friends over winter break.
i have all of my christmas shopping done so i feel accomplished.
in my journalism class a few weeks ago i was talking to a genuine witch and another pagan... and i'll be damned if a lot of what they said doesn't make sense.. my already questioning faith did not need that. but on one hand i guess it's better to wonder instead of just taking everything your parents say or your church says as gospel... i sure as hell didn't know that jesus was actually born in the spring or that a lot of our traditions on holidays are actually pagan, the churches just used them to attract pagans to the faith.. it's pretty nutty.
i have to go pack. hope everyone's break was pleasant.
i feel like i made more plans at home than i got to follow through on. my boys called me the other night when i was coming home from the movies with eric, matt and nick and i knew i wouldn't be allowed to drive with the weather, so i didn't get to see them... i told wade we'd hang out but i just happened to see him at the movies last night... but aside from rj, i got to see the people that contacted me to hang out and that makes me happy.
very first day back meaghan and i shopped and saw "derailed" and that made me smile on the inside. she feels pretty lonely these days, especially with her home situation, and she's been my best friend pretty much since birth so i had to see her of course.
saw eric and matt three times... that set a lot of things straight in my mind.
once the winter comes i know i'm going to be set on a really happy path that i know in my bones will work out. or at least it has to... or a lot of things dont make sense anymore.
i appreciate just being home too. i'd feel crappy if i were one of those people that went home and was out every night... i'll see the rest of my friends over winter break.
i have all of my christmas shopping done so i feel accomplished.
in my journalism class a few weeks ago i was talking to a genuine witch and another pagan... and i'll be damned if a lot of what they said doesn't make sense.. my already questioning faith did not need that. but on one hand i guess it's better to wonder instead of just taking everything your parents say or your church says as gospel... i sure as hell didn't know that jesus was actually born in the spring or that a lot of our traditions on holidays are actually pagan, the churches just used them to attract pagans to the faith.. it's pretty nutty.
i have to go pack. hope everyone's break was pleasant.