almost a week again
well. i'm excellent at forgetting to update.
rich is in jersey at an anime convention. dad is in the hospital as of yesterday morning. recent news is it isn't his heart again, so he might be able to come home today, which would be nice you know, considering tomorrow is FATHER'S DAY.
last night went to metro to see the goodwill and josh craft's band summersgone. it was a good show. not everyone was 13 for a change. saw some people from school that i think hate me in the parking lot. interesting. there were reunions and crazy loitering in the parking lot afterwards. really good time. i gave deb and chewy a ride home... i was wondering why i had killed a quarter tank just heading home from WB... apparently i had it on cruise control but i never went into overdrive. so that sucks.
deb gave me some advice on the situation with eric and jimbo that's proving valuable because she went to school with them and knows them well. i still miss those fuckers.
today=mall(?), grad party, hopefully dad coming home, and lots of craziness later.
i woke up bawling today. i had a really horrible dream. my family along with nikki, her rich, and my rich were taking a trip somewhere and somehow i was kidnapped by this older guy and i had to kill him to get away but the only way i could kill anything in the dream was by bashing in the head. and for some reason i had to kill bucky and sheba *our labs* to be able to escape, and i was beating the shit out of the guy and he was suddenly ok, and i got desperate and starting hitting bucky, and he started howling in pain and bleeding and i lost the will to survive the ordeal and woke up crying. i then went downstairs and pet bucky for like half an hour straight, saying sorry even though he's deaf now.
tomorrow i'm gone all day at a vball tournament at gables. alex the romanian will probably come down to say hello. either then or monday. that should be cool. we can bitch about his gf more.
i promise sometime i'll post something that you guys actually want to read.
rich is in jersey at an anime convention. dad is in the hospital as of yesterday morning. recent news is it isn't his heart again, so he might be able to come home today, which would be nice you know, considering tomorrow is FATHER'S DAY.
last night went to metro to see the goodwill and josh craft's band summersgone. it was a good show. not everyone was 13 for a change. saw some people from school that i think hate me in the parking lot. interesting. there were reunions and crazy loitering in the parking lot afterwards. really good time. i gave deb and chewy a ride home... i was wondering why i had killed a quarter tank just heading home from WB... apparently i had it on cruise control but i never went into overdrive. so that sucks.
deb gave me some advice on the situation with eric and jimbo that's proving valuable because she went to school with them and knows them well. i still miss those fuckers.
today=mall(?), grad party, hopefully dad coming home, and lots of craziness later.
i woke up bawling today. i had a really horrible dream. my family along with nikki, her rich, and my rich were taking a trip somewhere and somehow i was kidnapped by this older guy and i had to kill him to get away but the only way i could kill anything in the dream was by bashing in the head. and for some reason i had to kill bucky and sheba *our labs* to be able to escape, and i was beating the shit out of the guy and he was suddenly ok, and i got desperate and starting hitting bucky, and he started howling in pain and bleeding and i lost the will to survive the ordeal and woke up crying. i then went downstairs and pet bucky for like half an hour straight, saying sorry even though he's deaf now.
tomorrow i'm gone all day at a vball tournament at gables. alex the romanian will probably come down to say hello. either then or monday. that should be cool. we can bitch about his gf more.
i promise sometime i'll post something that you guys actually want to read.