Mar 14, 2007 21:39
you know what? for the first time in a very long time, i am truly happy. because i realized. i don't need anyone else or anything else to make me happy. i am me. and i am okay with that. and what has been done is in the past. and you know what, i can't take it back. and i'm tired of feeling like a shitty person for it. because even though it was a shitty thing. it's over. and i'm not that person anymore, whether you want to think that or not. it's done. and i'm free of it. i'm more content with life now than i have been and probably will be.
and one day, someone else will come along. but you know what? i'm okay without 'em. i'm just going to be my happy and free self, and live life. because it's too short to not live it. and there's too many good things going on to not enjoy them.
i am happy. i am really happy.