The Eve of Dispair
The Eve of Dispair, i will explain later, y it is the Eve of Dispair.... first of all: I LOVE MY GIRLFRIEND. Maree you say that me being there for you means alot to you, well the same applies for me.... you have helped me through alot and for that i am eternally greatful. You also stick by me when im in the foulest of moods, and when i yell at you for no reason and for that too i am eternally greatful. Babe, i love you so much, i love you more then i could ever express with words. Now just to fill u guys in on y i am calling today (30th May) the Eve of Dispair, is because tomorrow is my Mothers Birthday, i have been dreading this day for a while now and now the day of reckoning is apon me, to be perfectly honest im scared, scared of how im gonna feel, im scared of not knowing what is gonna happen. Dont worry u guys will b kept informed, i will write a journal entry tomorrow. well im going to go now, just know that i love you all especiall Maree, my baby.