I'm such a whinny bitch
Since I have had all of this free time I have been watching a lot of the tv series I have on dvd. So I just got done watching the series Six Feet Under that was on HBO from 2001-2005. It was an amazing show but I have discovered if you watch it all at once you get super emo. The final episode always gets me but realy it's only one part. At the end as Claire is begining her drive to start her new life in New York there is a montauge of everyone's future and deaths. The part that gets me is when a much older David is watching his grown up boys playing football at a family function and then he sees his husband Keith (Passed away a few years before) as a young man playing with them. Then he he just dies off. It kind of makes me wonder if something like that actually happens when we die. I would like to belive that if Brian dies before me that he would be somewhere waiting for me to join him. Either that or I need to find something a little more uplifting to watch on tv.