Nov 01, 2004 16:29
it saddens me really, to think that some people will go through this life without ever knowing the pleasure of sweet, sweet laughter. a sense of humor is sweeter than the syrupy sweet i wrote about in a poem i penned just this morning. I was driving to work and i thought to myself -- oh laughter. laughter is the sweetest juice. if not for laughter i would be a miserable soul. i would be as useless as a painter with no paint, or an indigent farm worker with no seeds, or a literary genius with no means to create my own poetry.
i thought about this and i realized that i AM a literary genius with no means to create my on poetry.
that's right. i have been unable to fulfill my life's dream. the more i thought about this, the angrier i became. and i started to wonder what would come of me -- of someone of such talent and strength; someone who would never be able to follow my dreams. i though long and hard. and then i shouted, "screw you, laughter."
i pulled a crumpled ATM receipt with a balance of $-55.34 from the floorboards, turned it over and wrote with a passion i've never before experienced:
what happens to a dream deferred?
does it dry up like a raisin in the sun
or fester like a sore and then run
does it stink like rotten meat
or crust and sugar over like a syrupy sweet
maybe it just sags
like a heavy load
or does it explode?