things may be looking up for me
Well guys i got the job at the Galerie...and now i'm in the process of trying to get on at fidelty mortgage...now granted it will suck because i'll be working basically from 7:30am to 11pm every day of the week but i don't care that's 300 a wk at Galerie and about 400 every wk at Fidelty Mortgage. And i got Sheila(brian's aunt) to watch Gavin in the mornings and Katie(brian's mom) to watch Gavin til i get off work or until brian does.
Also things with brian and i seem to be in good spirits, he's going to do my oil change on the ford tomorrow. And i think we might hang out for a while afterwards...i want for us to get back together so badly...i miss being with him so much. And i want Gavin to have his mother and father...i had a dream lastnight that brian started telling me he was really worried about how he was going to be able to afford child support and his rent and everything else...i'm worried about that for him to cause i don't want him to go to jail bc he can't afford to pay the child support and i don't want him moving in with some dumb whore because he can't afford to live alone...it would be so much easier if he and i got back together. Then we'd be able to afford everything we need and want...
Oh well i'll talk to y'alls later Sorry i don't update regularly i can't get online much now because Vanessa and JD pretty much monopolize my puter when they are here..
trish
Also things with brian and i seem to be in good spirits, he's going to do my oil change on the ford tomorrow. And i think we might hang out for a while afterwards...i want for us to get back together so badly...i miss being with him so much. And i want Gavin to have his mother and father...i had a dream lastnight that brian started telling me he was really worried about how he was going to be able to afford child support and his rent and everything else...i'm worried about that for him to cause i don't want him to go to jail bc he can't afford to pay the child support and i don't want him moving in with some dumb whore because he can't afford to live alone...it would be so much easier if he and i got back together. Then we'd be able to afford everything we need and want...
Oh well i'll talk to y'alls later Sorry i don't update regularly i can't get online much now because Vanessa and JD pretty much monopolize my puter when they are here..
trish