"Did Dougie Houzer just still my car?" LMFAO
I am so tired of life right now and if it wasn't for Gavin i would probably have done gave up on everything...I told brian yesterday that i'm going to be quitting citibank to go back to school and he told me that in April when our lease was up we were going to go our separate ways because he couldn't deal with that shit...He told me once before that if i quit Citi that i was going to have to find a place to live but i hate that job...The job itself is awesome with all the benefits and vacation time and shit...but i HATE absolutely HATE phones...and it's too stressful for me to handle right now, i have so much to deal with, with gavin and being a new mom it's hard for me to want to leave him all day...and not to mention i want to go back to school for medical stuff and in 2-3 years i'll have a much better job than citi, not to mention it is a good example for Gavin to see that one of his parents actually went to college...
Brian and i have been doing ALOT of fighting and i really don't know how to handle it, i love him to death and i want to be with him, but at the same time i sometimes find myself wondering what it would be like to live without him...and then thats also when i realize if i wasn't with him i still wouldn't be happy infact i'd probably be worse off than i am when we are fighting...I don't want to lose him but he's really been pushing all my wrong buttons and i know i been kinda pushing his too, i'm not saying everything is his fault cause it's not, i'm just really stressed out with life and now we're going to have to call his mom and ask her for more money bc we've spent way too much...i knew we were going to go over the budget i had set for us but i didn't realize it would be by that much. So i'm going to see if we can just pay her back interest when we get everything figured out with what we're doing with moving and stuff.
Anyhoo i'm going to go check out some apartments now online and i'll talk to y'all laterz
love
trish
Brian and i have been doing ALOT of fighting and i really don't know how to handle it, i love him to death and i want to be with him, but at the same time i sometimes find myself wondering what it would be like to live without him...and then thats also when i realize if i wasn't with him i still wouldn't be happy infact i'd probably be worse off than i am when we are fighting...I don't want to lose him but he's really been pushing all my wrong buttons and i know i been kinda pushing his too, i'm not saying everything is his fault cause it's not, i'm just really stressed out with life and now we're going to have to call his mom and ask her for more money bc we've spent way too much...i knew we were going to go over the budget i had set for us but i didn't realize it would be by that much. So i'm going to see if we can just pay her back interest when we get everything figured out with what we're doing with moving and stuff.
Anyhoo i'm going to go check out some apartments now online and i'll talk to y'all laterz
love
trish