Depressed?
I hate being depressed. I know that "the less you do, the less you want to do." But I just hardly ever feel like getting dressed and going out and doing anything. I think part of my problem about going out is that I really have no where to go. I don't ever have anything to do.
Also, I hate getting dressed because I'm like 15-20 pounds heavier than I was before I had Makayla, and I don't like it. It makes me hate clothes, but I love clothes. Ew why am I so lazy, I complain about not being able to fit in clothes I want to, but I don't do anything.
I don't know why I'm complaining. I mean, I'm definetly not FAT. I am a little chubby. There are people in the world who would be happy to be my size. I'm just used to being smaller and wearing a size 5 or 7 pants, not a 9. Gjgalksjdglksjdlgkjasdlg. That's what I say about that.
Also, I hate getting dressed because I'm like 15-20 pounds heavier than I was before I had Makayla, and I don't like it. It makes me hate clothes, but I love clothes. Ew why am I so lazy, I complain about not being able to fit in clothes I want to, but I don't do anything.
I don't know why I'm complaining. I mean, I'm definetly not FAT. I am a little chubby. There are people in the world who would be happy to be my size. I'm just used to being smaller and wearing a size 5 or 7 pants, not a 9. Gjgalksjdglksjdlgkjasdlg. That's what I say about that.