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back at work and the server isnt working so i have absolutely nothing to do. this weekend was ok. friday i saw you, me , and dupree. it was ok. saturday we went to the apartment to hang out with our friends from penn. it started out as a good night, but then it wasn't so great. i've got alot on my mind now and i've been in a wishy washy mood for a while now. i'm really confused and i've got to sort out some stuff. i wish things didnt change so often. i wish i knew how to deal with certain situations better. i wish my best friend was still my best friend. i feel like he is, but i don't at the same time. if he still was would he keep hurting me? he's still here, but sometimes i feel like he's not 100%. bottom line.... i want my friend back the way that he was, and if it doesn't happen soon we both may end up hurt. i hope that it doesn't come to that. i really love my friend and i know he loves me too.
<3 Christina
<3 Christina