Everythings been lame lately..wait no, correction: I've been lame lately.
The play is in 2 weeks and I'm scared of being terrible. Plus everyone is getting stressed and its starting to rub off on me.
I got my first rejection letter today, I almost cried. It's not that I wanted to go to this particular school or anything but everyone is getting accepted to tons of schools and I feel like a loser. Everyone is applying for a liberal arts program, not theatre like myself, so I know that if they were going through what I have to they would be stressed out too. I just want to get into a BFA program.
So yeah in the next two weeks I'm going to be starring in a musical (oh did i tell you i cant sing?) and finding out what schools want (and dont want) me. SUP ANXIETY!?
I need to relax somehow. Poor Steve is getting the the result of all my stress and I am driving him crazy (as well as myself).
HEY, LETS END WITH SOME HAPPY THOUGHTS: