scandal, i'm updating.
altho i hadnt planned on updating i figured that if i was gunna give someone else crap about not updating enuff then i should do it also, so here i am. feelin kinda sick today. better then i was this morning thats for sure but still off. i went into work cuz i didnt wanna call out on the second week but they let me go home earlie. oh yes, i have a job.....finally. its in a hotel which is cool cuz i wanted to work in one but its kinda embarrasing to have a college degree and be the same age as my manager and doin the same job that a bunch of non-graduated girls are doin. so the word loser comes to mind but at least im not sittin on my ass all day everyday being super depressed. anywho, i voted for the first time today. i was old enuff for the last one but i wasnt inspired i guess to do anything. i was proud of me for goin even tho im prettie ill. still wish i wasnt still livin at home in CT but now that i have a job i can work for a while and then find someplace to transfer to.....since there are only about a billion hotels around the country i should have a good chance. im currently a ramada employee but we are under construction to become a courtyard by marriot. nicer but we have to keep the ugly uniforms. i have a severe aversion to uniforms but i blame that on 13 years or so in catholic school. just as a side note, its very VERY odd to be the only kid at home. and its not even for a little bit its for a looooooooong time. anywho i dont feel well and im gunna be a bum for a while more before i get into the bed. peace out.