Nov 19, 2003 00:08
...There's a lifting of the eyes,
beyond the hills
to where our help comes from
Hey guys, Please, please please pray for me.
its totally ironic that i took that silly "which book of the Bible are you" quiz, because I'm feeling utterly sad tonight.
ALso ironic, because we had the best Bible study of the Semester so far tonight!
There is an overwhelming urge in me to just go hard and apathetic, out of tiredness...I just want to shield myself from the constant bombardment of awkward "getting to know you" conversations, lies in my head about what things really make my life secure, and the inability to dig Hope out of the hard ground all by myself.
John 5, Jesus sought out the man crippled for 38 years and offered him Living Water.
Why?? Why that guy?? out of all the crippled people lying by that pool...
BECAUSE JESUS SEEKS PEOPLE WHO ARE UTTERLY HELPLESS
(ps. thats all of us)