taking time off
So I called into work today.
I had a minor anxiety attack this morning while out to breakfast. It all started when I didnt want juice with my meal and my waiter would not let me substitute for iced tea. Then when I asked for more water he threw it at me. Sometimes I just feel like I am completely invisible to people. I talked to James about it, he made me feel a little better. I was a teary mess when he had to get off the phone for work.
We had our meeting this afternoon for "womb to tomb" (the showcase) the song selections are great! Ray was unable to make it which makes me a little scared but Im sure he will like almost everything we picked. I am pretty excited about it because I get an entire transition throughout the show. I am sick of playing the little kid....but I love playing the little kid....so now I get to be the little kid who grows up! how wonderful is that???
Chis is moving in....thank god.
And I finally asked Tony for work off to see James.
and he said yes.
So why do I feel this way? Its not PMS. Maybe its spring fever...yes I am still stuck on the whole spring fever thing.
I just really need some me time I think.
Im gonna take some dance classes alone this week and hopefully get in a voice lesson.
I had a minor anxiety attack this morning while out to breakfast. It all started when I didnt want juice with my meal and my waiter would not let me substitute for iced tea. Then when I asked for more water he threw it at me. Sometimes I just feel like I am completely invisible to people. I talked to James about it, he made me feel a little better. I was a teary mess when he had to get off the phone for work.
We had our meeting this afternoon for "womb to tomb" (the showcase) the song selections are great! Ray was unable to make it which makes me a little scared but Im sure he will like almost everything we picked. I am pretty excited about it because I get an entire transition throughout the show. I am sick of playing the little kid....but I love playing the little kid....so now I get to be the little kid who grows up! how wonderful is that???
Chis is moving in....thank god.
And I finally asked Tony for work off to see James.
and he said yes.
So why do I feel this way? Its not PMS. Maybe its spring fever...yes I am still stuck on the whole spring fever thing.
I just really need some me time I think.
Im gonna take some dance classes alone this week and hopefully get in a voice lesson.