I haven't been this frustrated in a while
I haven't been this frustrated in a while with my friends.
Today had moments of real suck that brought me down. Unrelated little stuff had me down and I took a nap to get it off my shoulders. It had brought itself back up with some time with the roommate. Well...
This past Friday spontaneously Noah asked if he could come over to our place and some others. We'd hang and look at a slideshow of his recent trip to Costa Rica. Cool... people came it was six of us in total including the roomie.
All was going well. One of the girls is one I've referred to before. I'm REALLY attracted to her. Physically and personallity. I let Noah know that once and I assumed he was subtly trying to let us have some time together by inviting her. She suggested to us to go to Mochi, a new frozen yogurt place.
UMMMM, yes please! I wanted more time with her. Until Noah says he's to tired and needs to get home. Fine, valid. Lauren, girl in question, asks me if that fine that we don't go. I said, "Alright, that's fine." I didn't want to say something stupid or appear to eager to be just with her. That's my tendency to come on strong and I'm more aware of it now.
BUUUUUUUUUUUUTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Noah proceeds to futz for half an hour on the guitar. Alright that alone pisses me off. He wet blanketed the deal and really didn't have to get home.
THEN to top it off: After they left I noticed they were talking as a group in our driveway for a long time. Turns out I learn via facebook walls that they did end up going to Mochi, DESPITE being in my FUCKIN' DRIVEWAY DISCUSSING IT, Noah saying he needed to get home and not wanting to spend money.
HORSESHIT!!! It doesn't apply totally since that's not my intent at all, but what a major "cock block". Noah is naturally good looking and likeable. It's already a burden to be associated with him because most know me through him... girls love the guy.
I'm pissed at Noah and Lauren. I went out of my way to let her know I wanted a rain check....
Today had moments of real suck that brought me down. Unrelated little stuff had me down and I took a nap to get it off my shoulders. It had brought itself back up with some time with the roommate. Well...
This past Friday spontaneously Noah asked if he could come over to our place and some others. We'd hang and look at a slideshow of his recent trip to Costa Rica. Cool... people came it was six of us in total including the roomie.
All was going well. One of the girls is one I've referred to before. I'm REALLY attracted to her. Physically and personallity. I let Noah know that once and I assumed he was subtly trying to let us have some time together by inviting her. She suggested to us to go to Mochi, a new frozen yogurt place.
UMMMM, yes please! I wanted more time with her. Until Noah says he's to tired and needs to get home. Fine, valid. Lauren, girl in question, asks me if that fine that we don't go. I said, "Alright, that's fine." I didn't want to say something stupid or appear to eager to be just with her. That's my tendency to come on strong and I'm more aware of it now.
BUUUUUUUUUUUUTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Noah proceeds to futz for half an hour on the guitar. Alright that alone pisses me off. He wet blanketed the deal and really didn't have to get home.
THEN to top it off: After they left I noticed they were talking as a group in our driveway for a long time. Turns out I learn via facebook walls that they did end up going to Mochi, DESPITE being in my FUCKIN' DRIVEWAY DISCUSSING IT, Noah saying he needed to get home and not wanting to spend money.
HORSESHIT!!! It doesn't apply totally since that's not my intent at all, but what a major "cock block". Noah is naturally good looking and likeable. It's already a burden to be associated with him because most know me through him... girls love the guy.
I'm pissed at Noah and Lauren. I went out of my way to let her know I wanted a rain check....