Uhm... I took a huge jump intot he unknown today

[reel_trendy_hat]

So after months of doubt and self hating I finally broke down and ordered my first batch of hormones online. Now having realized how cheap it is, I hate myself for not doing this 2 years ago. I could have afforded it. to be honest i'm feeling an intense mix of happiness and anxiety right now. i'm a bit scared of the outcome, but i have this load off my back for awhile it seems.

I also made an appointment to see a GiD specialist, but they pushed my appointment back to june and i'm sick of waiting to talk about this, so take that medical people!